Yesterday I posted the truth of what I am battling everyday. But thankfully I had many people help me with this problem and made me sleep soundly and happy. Then I woke up at 1 o clock and in my dreams I heard God say that if the boys I think about or meet don’t remind myself of himself than leave them alone and stop thinking about them. As of now today I’m full of energy and happy. I will miss my crush but uhh when I see him I don’t see a godly relationship or God himself. I just see him as my best friend and I am forever happy for that. I can’t wait for god to bring my God boyfriend ^^. I wont mind waiting because all I need is him and he makes me happy :D.