So it took me a while to decide but it’s best to be single so I can be closer and only pay attention to god. It hurts a little but god is all I need and no one would love me like him :D. The only people who honestly loves me is my family, god, and friends. I won’t be that stubborn single person. But instead be happy for others and help others more. Even though I won’t have a wedding or more. I won’t need it because all I need is god and he will always love me :D.