Life Goals for the kingdom

Hello everyone :). Here are some of my goals I wish to happen in the future :).

Life Goals

– Try to love others

– Marry Jesus ๐Ÿ™‚

– Bring people to Jesus

How?

– Help others

– Donโ€™t love anyone more than God

– Tell others about him

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I am thankful for:

  1. God
  2. People buying from my etsy shop
  3. Uploading YT videos
  4. Helping sister make food
  5. Finding another fav song
  6. Helping parents
  7. Studying and doing the right thing
  8. Making valentines day gifts for class
  9. Help youtube videos about not settling for less
  10. Praying
  11. Cleaning my room
  12. My friend birthday and being happy about her relationship
  13. God fixing my phone
  14. Candy
  15. Helping others with their dogs
  16. College
  17. Working on my singing career ๐Ÿ˜€

Somthing Great About Myself #5 Graphic/Website Design and Video Editing

I enjoy having the talent of making great designs for my blog and website. It is always fun to do and really easy. If others need help I will always feel free to help with video editing and graphic design :D.

Truth 12# Always Treat Others Friendy and Do The Right Thing

Today is my crush’s birthday :D. He’s officially 20 years old. Even though God knows who is best for me and I know its not him. Its always best to wish him the best Birthday ever and always do the same with others. I will always treat others like family and friendly like because that’s all that will make me happy!

Truth 11: My Experiance With Deep Depression Causing Myself To Ask God To Take My Life!

Thankfully my parents don’t read my blog ^^. This will be another serious blog post about how many times I felt suicidal because of my actions. Sure I have a smile on my face all the time and help others but honestly my life is hard.

Everyday I battle with thinking sinful thoughts about my crush’s or other people which makes me want to disappear. I hate hurting God all the time by doing this but its hard to control. These thoughts started when I see or think about my future lover or ALL my crush’s in general. I think about our honeymoon and more which hurts me because I know this is not gods plan at all.

I love god forever and most days its hard to trust him when it comes with finding the one. I like to help others a lot because that makes me happy and they deserve it. Everyday I pray and try to read the bible. Some days I don’t think about it but it mostly happens when I’m extremely happy and at night.

I hate thinking about these lies because I know it wont happen so why get my hopes up and think about it.

My best friend who I loved forever isn’t even part of God’s plan which hurts a lot because we have great chemistry. I’m learning to stop thinking this way and just be pure again.

It will be hard but I trust God forever!